Well it is day 24 of the 60-day Bikram Yoga Challenge, and I still feel like this is something I want to do. I am not certain if it is my body that needs it, if the challenge is making me do it, if I caught a glimpse of what it feels like to really take care of my body, but somehow I am still doing it.
It isn’t whether I will do it but when. I am not resenting it or thinking of it like a job. It isn’t even the challenge that keeps me going, it seems like a system in me has decided to pay attention to this body.
My old system didn't care, this new system feels a sacred connection to this body.
This new me would feel the neglect, just as much as the new me feels the body responding to this daily practice.
For whatever reason this is going ahead. I can’t even say it is you all, for I have more faith in you completing it than I, for I am not usually like this.
This somehow feels like doing Art, you either are inspired or you are not. For some reason I am inspired to create a yoga lady in me.
