Today is day 260 on my yoga every day this year, and I missed 6 in the last two weeks.
Each of those days seemed impossible for me to either gather the mental strength or the physical stamina needed to do the 90 minutes of yoga.
Yet if I look upon the other 254 days it seems like a huge achievement, a monumental success for me.
My body also is defined by the 254 days that I have done yoga, the muscles are stronger, the joints are looser and my mental clarity is way up, not to mention the unexpressed emotions that have been expressed in the 254 days.
The days I missed, I was struggling with a twisted up emotional thread and it took all I had to untangle it, left zero energy to begin yoga.
I am not sure how the final score will be at the end of this year, but so far the percentage is way in my favor.
I may not be able to recoup my loses by doing doubles, I may end up with a few more days of no yoga, but what I know for sure, is already this year I have surpassed any of my previous years.
As I look upon the last few weeks, they have given me huge amounts of relief and knowing, enlightening me on who I was and who I can be.
254 days and counting….
